fallen audience <> picture-ing

Sometimes, when I look in the mirror, something is crumbling down inside of me, cuz I cannot stand the annoying face which stares back, this whole pressure. I make ways too high expectations and efforts! A few days ago, I made a really complicated and affectionate present to someone, I worked, I guess 3 days at all, spended lot of my time with thinking and planing. And I never got a proper thanks back. At least it showed me the truth! But Then I met a person, without any expection, and it was one of the most wunderful time I´ve ever had! So I´ll stop with it, now, it´s senseless. Thank you for this important lesson...